In the Middle of a Spiritual Test?

In the middle of a spiritual test?

When you think you can't go on
When too much is happening
When you feel so NOT ready

That's it.
It's time to heal yourself…
Make yourself the focus. 
Stop "getting by to get by" and focus on personal living.
You are in the present 
You stop the distractions and the self-loathing.
You become your focus, not an afterthought.
And realize you are in the middle of a Spiritual awakening.

Let go of the past
And find the will to go on, 
Move forward with compassion.
You expand who you are on all levels.

Know that you will find the power to do whatever you need to do
The power is there,
It's always been there, but you never accepted it.
You were tricked into not believing you were not worthy
Or that somehow you had to "acquire" what you already possess.
You were manipulated to feel small, but it was never true.
Every time you gave up, a new door opened.
The process began again.
But now, you must grab your power. 
No one can give it to you; you must own it.
You are the artist of this dream
The creator of your life, and now you must
Pick up the brush and begin to create your masterpiece. 

You must release the illusion of being alone, 
Of being separate or
Being small.
Of being not enough.
You are part of the Universe. 
Part of the Collective
Part of Source energy.
And You are FUCKING amazing. 

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